Mkmdragon

I currently only have two ferrets, one snake, my crazy cat, and seven axolotls. In the last month,i've had to put down two ferrets due to two different chronic diseases, adrenal disease and then from lymphoma.  I can't remember if I wrote down that I had six snakes at one point, but due to my stupidity of putting my king snake with my mom's ball python, we had to get rid of them all except for my Kenyan sand boa.  Due to all of those losses, and other things that I'm not going to write down, I've become unable to come up with more stories, or finishing those I haven't,or even posting them. I have had writers block for about a year and a half

I  have 1 golden retriever (Sassy), 1 black cat (Mystery), 2 mice (Lilly & Maggie), 2 hamsters (Lemon & Lime), 5 ferrets (Tucker, Sabastian, Sugar, Maya, & Coa Coa Bean.  My first ferret was Banditt.  Banditt was only 4 months old when he died of Necrotizing Pancreatitis in 2009.  The worst part was that i wasn't there, to even say goodbye.  I was in Texas on vacation.  My mom called me & told me about what hapened to Banditt.  I cried for days.  I locked myself in the bathroom, I didn't even come out for food.  It was like a mother losing her newborn baby. I started having these dreams about Banditt going to die, a few weeks before I was to